Here Sarah is, bitching about HOW hard shit is and how she wants to talk to me and yet…
She can’t even fawking give me her number or facebook because she’s scared her parents will get upset about it?
YOUR PARENTS have FINALLY accepted the fact you’re a lesbian. And I accepted it a long time ago, and yet you just push me further away. And I’m not talking about this as someone who has always liked you, but as your friend. As a friend who, despite how many times you pushed me away, would continue to BE THERE for you even though it was obvious that you didn’t want to salvage our friendship. We were best friends, you jerk!
No, fuck it! I’m tired of trying to be there for you when you can’t even be there for me. All you’re doing at this point is trying to trample over my heart. Go fuck yourself, as I’m tired of TRYING to be in your life, only to have to treat me like shit.
I’m really FUCKING tired of trying for a friendship, or perhaps more, which won’t work because of this.